Just had a race… in the 400 meters you have to run knowing that when you get 300 meters in there is that wall. The wall of fatigue and total physical shutdown… it is then that you have to trust solely on your mental strength. That’s why its such a hard race because for the last 100 meters the only thing keeping you going is you mind… and its the best race I know.
Prayer
Prayer. Something so simple yet I have managed to lose it. Does anyone know how you get it back once you have lost it? I wish it were as easy as just picking up a Bible but its not. Its so hard because it can’t be a habit or it loses meaning but it almost has to be in order to keep it… some say you just love it and that’s enough, but how do you learn to love it again? When you have gone for so long without thinking about it. Without trying to keep it. I feel like one one of those people who just uses it when I need something. Right now I have a trip to Africa that is 3500 dollars and I don’t know how I am going to pay for it. I keep getting told to pray about it, and thus my dilhema… what do you do when you have lost prayer?
awesome song!!
Life’s been blinding me
From what I thought I’d see
Is there clarity, in this insanity yeah
What do you want from me yeah
The roads in front of me
Taking me astray
Are you leaving me?
Or are you leading the way?
Can you hear what I’m saying?
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
Feel like I’m trying to breathe under water
Trying to climb but I keep falling farther yeah
Will you take my hand?
I feel so far away
I want to see your face
Are you even there?
Can you show me?
Can you make me believe?
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
I need to know
When the teacher asks us to make a line quietly
Expectation:
Reality:
(Source: spittingblood)
People are at school right now
Them In Class
Me, At Home, On Tumblr
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